Fate

Fate is an interesting creature. It has its way in twisting
and determining your life and your choice.
I still remember the time when I was contemplating on
whether I should go home or I should stay in UK.
I really want to stay, and I really want to be a lawyer as well.
So, I let God to decide it for me.
and God says, go home and be a lawyer.

Just when I decided to go home, fate brought me to where I am now. London.
Yet, I have to go home, because I can't extend my visa.
I am not sure why God arranged life in such a manner for me,
but I am sure there's a reason to it.

From all of these, I learnt that deep down inside,
my desire to be a lawyer is stronger than my desire to stay.
I definitely hope that I'll come back to UK again.
In fact, I am starting to miss UK even before leaving it.
If ever I am to return to UK,  I wish I can return as a professional.

Fate brought me to the people I met here.
For everyone that I have met here, I am really glad to have such opportunity
 to know you.
To hear the story you have, and the encounters you had.
Not-to-mention, those amazing experience or bizarre opportunities
that lie in front of you/you-know-who, make me believe in fate even more.
[Reminds me of the random dinner I had with my new friends here]

Same with my relationship.
I always wanted a long-lasting , forever-and-ever kind of relationship.
[call me dreamy]
But, fate has its way to let me learn my lesson.
Unfortunately, I am not lucky enough to meet the right person right at the first time,
and not even now.
and by twist of fate, it's because of the failure I experienced in my relationship that led
me to where I am today. Bizzare, but true.
and, of course, everything happens for a reason.
I think the reason God closes this relationship door for me is because He wants to open
my career door for me.

From all these twist of fates and things that I have experienced so far,
I have learnt one important lesson.
Whatever will be, will be.
I am not going to fight the Force anymore.
I will just try my best and see where it leads me to.

Relationship? Hmmmm,
considering the fact that I am not lucky enough to meet You yet,
I am going to focus on improving myself and my life until I meet You.

Until then, I will continue living my life the way I want it.
To explore the world, explore the countless possibilities of adventures,
or job opportunities/career.
To travel, to keep enhancing myself and the value in me.
to learn to love myself, to pray, and to love others.

Fate makes my life unpredictable.
It is this unpredictability that makes my life interesting.
I am looking forward to another twist of fate =)